July 2010
1 post
I know
I have gained weight. Thanks for pointing that out to me and making me feel even worse about it. But I know you you didn’t mean anything bad about it, you meant it as a good thing. But to me it’s not a good thing.
June 2010
1 post
In need of new job
My hours have gotten so much worse. Barely working at all now. There goes my summer vacation to California. Unless I can find a new job quickly that will let me take a few days off. Which is unlikely. Oh well. Life doesn’t always go as planned.
March 2010
3 posts
Secret
I know a secret about you, that you don’t even know about yourself. I don’t think. I hate that I know. How I found out it the worst.
Stop
It’s not being shady. I just don’t want to talk to you. I want nothing to do with you. Ever. I don’t know why you are still wanting to talk to me anyways. You must have not heard or forgot what I told you last year. I did tell you and I don’t want to say it all over again. But, I will if I have to.
February 2010
29 posts
I missed it
I missed the good morning texts. Having someone tell me they love me all the time. Having someone tell me everything is going to be okay. Being told that everything else doesn’t matter, they want to be with me no matter what. I missed it.
Guilty
I want nothing to do with you. I did tell you. Believe me or not, it’s your choice. I do feel bad that another girl will go through the same thing that I went through because of you. But I can’t do anything about it.
Not Telling
Thanks for not telling me everything! But I still wish you’d told me everything.
Saying our final Good bye
Why is this so hard for you? Why can’t you just tell me good bye? There is nothing left. Not even a friendship. We never talk. We can’t talk to each other. I know this is it forever. And before we lose complete contact with each other I wanted to tell you the final good bye. Which I have. I wanted you to do the same. To tell me Good bye. But you won’t do it. I really would feel...
Why do I ignore you?
It was my own stupidity that got me where I am right now. I know you probably didn’t even know. I can only blame myself. But because you, my life was turned completely upside down for the worst. I want noting to do with you. Ever. That’s why I ignore you.
You can't just wake up one morning and think...
Moving on
I’ve gotten good at not thinking about you and when I do, it doesn’t hurt as much as it use to. You have already moved on and I’m slowly getting there. You were the first guy to accept me for everything. Because of that you will always have a place in my heart, if I like it or not.
Tired
dearoldlove:
I’m tired of missing you, tired of thinking about you, tired of wishing for you.
Everyone wants to hear that it's gonna be okay,...
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I'd rather have you happy without me, than...
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Doesn't it seem like when you're lonely, the rest...
“We all take different paths in life, but no matter where we go, we take a little...”
Yes, Yes, No
dearoldlove:
I can get over the fact that you cheated. I can get over the fact that you lied. I can’t get over the fact that you came back to me because she said no.
Good Gone
dearoldlove:
I didn’t want you to go, but I’m so glad you’re gone.