I have gained weight. Thanks for pointing that out to me and making me feel even worse about it. But I know you you didn’t mean anything bad about it, you meant it as a good thing. But to me it’s not a good thing.
My hours have gotten so much worse. Barely working at all now. There goes my summer vacation to California. Unless I can find a new job quickly that will let me take a few days off. Which is unlikely. Oh well. Life doesn’t always go as planned.
I know a secret about you, that you don’t even know about yourself. I don’t think. I hate that I know. How I found out it the worst.
It’s not being shady. I just don’t want to talk to you. I want nothing to do with you. Ever. I don’t know why you are still wanting to talk to me anyways. You must have not heard or forgot what I told you last year. I did tell you and I don’t want to say it all over again. But, I will if I have to.
I missed the good morning texts. Having someone tell me they love me all the time. Having someone tell me everything is going to be okay. Being told that everything else doesn’t matter, they want to be with me no matter what. I missed it.
I want nothing to do with you. I did tell you. Believe me or not, it’s your choice. I do feel bad that another girl will go through the same thing that I went through because of you. But I can’t do anything about it.
